I wonder if the LSD is coming on because I am suddenly feeling out of my mind

riding on a motorcycle
or a motorized skateboard
through an apocalyptic landscape
pollution tornados
eroded hills and cliffs
riding over a narrow arch
thousands of feet
to fall on either side
traffic and cars and trucks
ending up on a green
residential street
in Austin
old neighborhoods
lots of teenaged kids
college kids
a house that belongs to SS
he shows me a plate
with a pile of cocaine
and a fake book
or candy bar
that is made our of LSD
or a form of edible opium
then he goes away
leaving me with the drugs
I do a little of the coke
and a tiny sliver of the book
cake candy bar of LSD
then all of his relatives show up
weird dream relatives
it is a family situation
the front door is open
SS is there
worried that I have
done all of his drugs
I reassure him
showing him the small line
of coke I did
but the plate gets jostled
and some of the coke falls
I then tell him
I did a sliver of the LSD cake
he gets upset
and says I should not have done that
meanwhile
there are strange kids
young gangster types
coming in the front door
like they are looking to buy drugs
I try to protect SS
But he is oblivious
sitting in a chair crying
I walk outside
it is night
there are a lot of people
wandering around
the street
A group of kids
is coming to steal SS's drugs
I try to stop them
they ignore me
acting like I don't understand
I wonder
if the LSD is coming on
because I am suddenly feeling
out of my mind