Thursday, March 11, 2010

I realize that I don't really have to


in Austin
walking from work at the last bar
to the 24 hour gym
talk to the my last girlfriend
on the phone as I walked along
I have told her to find some drugs for us
for later
after I workout
she has been drinking
and is frustrating me
because I believe
she is going to fuck up the deal
it is summer
there is a cool breeze
smell of mowed lawns
I am walking fast
so that I can hurry through my workout
and get to her
to do drugs
while she is talking to me
she says the dealer
just left a message on her phone
I tell her to hang up with me
and call him back
to get the drugs
she complains that I am going to be late
I realize that I don't really have to workout
that I should just meet her
and do drugs